Have you ever had that feeling that you wanna do something evil?

Sometimes when I am going throughout my day, I have the feeling that I wanna cause trouble and I wanna do something that will get me hurt but have a lot of fun at the same time. Like right now, I wanna do something REALLY evil or something troublesome. I wanna jump off a roof right now. I feel crazy. I just almost fainted. I am a Satanist. Do you think that a Demon is trying to contact me? But anyways, i have a question, What drives a person to think evil thoughts?